t,

ok so i did ask you if you secretly despise me like the voices had told me... you said no..none of it is true. just like everything the voices said and say. then i realized u are right because they do lie all the time...i mean i didnt believe that crap about you going to me so why did i believe the crap about your secret seething hatred for me?? i texted u back and said ok, youre right. you said hells yeah. cuz you like to be right...lol. ummm so yea i feel a bit better about all of that but still wondering if youve read my email yet and what the heck youre going to say about it... or if you wont even say anything about it and wait for me to talk about it... which , um, will never happen. not sure if i want you to start the convo or pretend the email never happened... guess we'll see what transpires on sunday at noon.

me