So I talked to him about it, and yeah, he said it was anger out of concern. And he wasn't aware that what he said would have affect me that much. So it's a little better now. I mean, I'm still hurt beyond words, and feeling a little bit like a freak, but I guess these are emotions that will fade eventually. It just hurts a lot because now I feel like I can't trust him as much. He's got major potential to hurt me, which he proved tonight, and my reaction to his scrared me a lot. I hate feeling like someone's opinion of me can affect what I do that much. And I don't want to be in that position again, ever. So my initial reaction is complete withdrawal. I mean, I know I'll get over that in a day or two, but really, don't want to see him for a while.
Thanks for the support guys.
*hugs*
Sylver
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