The problem is during my first break things were a lot worse, for example I thought I had a transmitter in my tooth and was very close to breaking them all out with a hammer----I'm not sure what stopped me from doing it TBH and my pdoc doesn't know either. What if I started getting weird feelings about the baby and hurt it in some way, it's unfathomable and yet it could happen. To me that's worse than a low dose of med I've been taking safely for 3+ years.