well im supposed to have baby chicks coming in the mail. if i want to change the order in any way i have to call the company. i cant change it online.

and im not sure if i should take my hamster to the vet. i care about him a lot but...it was a 6 dollar hamster......i dont have the money to pay for a vet bill that could cost 10x the cost of the hamster.

call me an idiot if you want but i just dont think i should have to spend a lot of money if a hamster only lives 2-3 years. and ive had him for 2 already.

i feel so bad but im plagued by financial stress too.