I don't know if you should go or not, but you should trust how you feel. I was inpatient recently though because my T made me. So some stuff you could expect, at least based on my experience, is that the people who work there will be very nice. The hospital food is surprisingly good. It's nice being around other people who are going through similar things that you are. And some of the groups are cool/helpful, while others seem a bit pointless. At least that's how I felt about stuff when I was in the hospital. Also, bring your own showering things and whatnot in travel sized containers. They don't let you have full sized stuff in your room for some reason, so you have to ask people at the desk for it each time you want to use it. I just found that very annoying, and would have liked to have small containers that I could just keep with me.