So I'm angry instead of daydreaming of hurting my husband because he was snorting and possibly hurt him This was after trying the kolotipin. Upon learning of this H wants me to have a new T because I told T this was going to happen. This was the lesser of the two evils I'm safe right now but I won't promise I won't hurt myself again if my anger gets the best of me. I'm throwing out the kolotipin so ODing won't happen. He thinks T didn't do enough to keep me safe. I think I'm an adult and it happends. I'm in such a better place then I was yesterday. I'm no longer scared or bothered I screwed up. Do I need a new T? I see him Thursday and pdoc Friday. Any ideas to keep anger under control?