I know it's not all bipolar related. I just feel like that internal struggle exists for me on a daily basis on so many levels. I don't know who I am or what I like or want or believe in anymore. My outlook changes with my mood too frequently for me to have stable ground to walk on. The food stuff was just a small example, I don't know how to convey the sense of not having control over my thoughts & feelings.

Thank you for sharing your thoughts. How do you address your sons food anxieties? I very much agree that my problems with food stem from childhood. I behaved the same then when it comes to food as I do now, it never seemed to bother me before though.