Thanks cashart. It is abit like a spiritual crisis. I had direction in my childhood & teen years. I've lost it. I'm still in search of meaning & I feel like until I find it I'm perpetually on the fence, never able to figure out what I stand for, even what I like. That's the weirdest thing, how do I not know what it is that makes me happy?

I hope your son continues to make progress. I suppose non of those methods would be ideal for me but I know with perseverance & some therapy I would be able to overcome my weird food anxieties.