Hi ((Perna)),

The Friday he mentioned was yesterday, it was sort of an aborted phone call because when I called him yesterday, I couldn't articulate my needs and broke down crying after I hung up. So, I had called back and made the appointment to speak this morning to try again.

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I guess a little bit so she wouldn't "worry" where I was

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I love this. It's so intimate, and reciprocal.

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it was okay being late and making connections with her from then on.

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I hope that it gets easier for me from now on too. This disconnect and reconnect is torture and I don't know how much more I can take.

So I say to myself breathe, just breathe.