I'm a 24 year old male. My life is ****. It's always been this way. I have never fit in. I...

I just want it to be over. I'm done. Nothing works. It's not just me or what I'm doing. I sincerely believe my life has been predetermined. I can't move, I can't breathe. I can't be alright.

My relationships are ****. Typical loner. No sex life. No dating. No romance. I'm underwhelming. Average in just about every way. Except I..

I want to hit the reset button and pick who I am. And what my life is. It's not fair. Why should we play this. God is a real asshole. I hope we hurt him. I hope he suffers all the suffering he created. I'm at a loss for words. It hurts so much. I can't..

I hope to die young somehow. Please take me off this God forsaken plane. You can keep your genetics and life lotto.