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Originally Posted by EyeThought
Everyday, it's the same thing that is constantly on my mind: how screwed up this world is that we are living in..
Money, war, power, freedom, equality, poverty, how the system works, how so many people are too blinded by all their distractions to notice these things. The more I know, the more disgusted I feel.
I can't enjoy anything anymore. I don't feel connected to anyone. My mind feels tired constantly.. I feel like I can't be satisfied untill everyone is treated equally.
The only thing I can do to escape is playing games. It gets me into a totally different world. Which I feel is becoming too much of an addiction and gets in the way of the things I actually want/have to do.
I used to be such a positive person. I was positivity itself. Now I'm the opposite of that. I feel like I know too much and can't go back to that way of life.
Any help / advice would be greatly appreciated!
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Hi
Thank you for sharing. I agree with all what you said about humanity. But you knew this before. Still you used to enjoy life. Now you cannot do it anymore. Did the world change? No, the world is the same. You changed. I am not a doctor, but I think you may have depression. Depression is a condition and I experience it in this way: it is like there is a negative energy that has been released or triggered and it is floating around in my mind and then would get attached to any idea conveniently (like the idea that the world sucks) and would drag me down. Sorry, my English is not good enough. Hope you understand what I mean.
So, depression is a condition and we need to do something in order to improve and feel better. Some people do meds and therapy, some people do alternative approaches, some people like me combine different methods. I see that depression can have different causes (including brain function and some illnesses) but for sure the way society works triggers depression.
Ok, hope this is helpful.
Please, keep posting