From what you've written and the meds in your signature, I'd also suggest fewer antidepressants. Abilify is also relatively activating and so is lamotrigine. If you don't sleep enough, you may want to try a different antipsychotic or at least an immediate-release type med in the evening. Trying other antipsychotic meds is at least not very time-consuming, relatively speaking.
Another option would be to increase the Lamictal.
If nothing helps, at any rate, it is at least better to be angry than to be self-hurting or worse. Do let it out (in a safe way).
But I have no knowledge of what you tried and how you reacted to different meds, but hopefully it is somewhat helpful advice.
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