Reaching out is not a crime, my dear friend. It's normal. I have same situation as yours sometimes. The loneliness and emptiness. It eaten you up from the inside. But don't let your ego deceives you. No one is made to be alone. People is this community, they care. I guess we care about each other because we are from the same kind. Individual with hardship. But life is full of wonder. A little faith, patience, and courage will get you through. Be strong, yeah?

Sometimes just getting through each day requires almost superhuman strength ~ Excerpt from After You by Jojo Moyes