Maybe not, but its empty...not sure why i had the hope someone would care. Silence speaks volumes! Hoping is pointless! At least if you dont hope but get an "i care", you dont get let down, left completely alone to wish more than anything now that you had the courage to go away...but i dont and so as always i am forced to remain here, and i dont know why im fighting so hard...whats at the end but more emptiness and being completely alone...

Thank you for caring! Dont know if anything or anyone can make this better but thank you for caring anyway!