Depends. How deep is your emotional distrust.

My Pdoc sexually abused me every month for 7 years. He only prescribed opioids.
I saw him for a number of years later too. I was only 19 yrs old.

First I figured I'd need to forgive myself and not accept guilt.

Did I completely forgive him? Even when he started stalking me?
I don't know. If forgiveness means it doesn't bother you anymore, then NO.