Hi Fuzzy,
I'd say that the "family" of origin taught you/ingrained in you TOO MUCH of their lies..........because in the REAL world...........away from their lies.........well you are
nothing of the **** they told you, you were............
you Fuzzy are a very special person

And the first "doctor"...........well you trusted him..........you were vulnerable...........and he fed into the lies you were taught............
But at least now you're strides ahead.............you recognise the "family" for what they were, you
know that some "doctors" were/this "doctor"
was completely incompetent, and you
know that there's
actual evidence which
disputes the lies.
So, I know that it seriously isn't easy, but keep on challenging that "stuff", hey??

And hopefully the conclusion from this pdoc can be (or develop into) a positive thing??

Although
we've always known that you're awesome!!!
Alison