So today I learned few things:

- I was not the only was who spend this week depressed and moping over tragedies. Last Sunday was too much for more people and when I said I had hard time coping, people were understanding.

- There are good people in Prague. Some of them wear colorful mohawks. And all are willing to stand up for things. So maybe I don't have to feel alone. Maybe it's easier to be brave in a large group. Worst feeling is feeling alone.

- It's totally okay to be vulnerable. And to admit it.

- There are people who are more paranoid then I am.

- People think I am great and courageous. Except those who think I am Judeofascist treasonous ***** and that I should die. But can you take a person who thinks "judeofascist" is a thing seriously?

- Any protest march is more kickass if you blare some techno. (though not sure how could that work on commemorations).