Thank you for all the hugs! I guess I'm depressed because I have to start university on Monday and I honestly see no way of finishing my medical degree, I'm so unstable and the stress is taking a toll on me mentally. I feel like I wasted 3 years of my life, and my university won't even credit me for a bachelor in science. I don't have the financial means to start a new degree from scratch, its so frustrating, I just want to cry but I have no tears left.