I know it has definitely delusional qualities to it, but has any of you ever felt like Moses: chosen by God, leading those enslaved by psychiatry, by extension, society, to the Promised Land, promised to us by God, where no-one has to be enslaved by society's rigidity, carelessness, callousness, coldness and rules favouring the normal, the conformists, those who have long lost all passion, in life.
I have been guilty of this "delusion", but in my defence, I think all of us, society's outcasts, can be this Moses. Like a vanguard.
Now, what's delusional about that? Even when you find it all-important, isn't it just?
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
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