I meet a women on a dating site and fell for her later to find out she was married and had kids didn't bother me she also had a child outside of her marriage and it still didn't bother me so we started having sec then my feelings grew for her and we started a relationship she moved in with me and everything thru the time we had our ups and down she keep telling me she was divorcing her husband and I kept believing her she left me and went back to the guy she had cheated on her husband with and I took her back after that and still tried to make things work in December of 14 my mother had passed away and we were having problems and I pushed her away because I was hurt and heart broken by the lost of my mother the following year in 15 we tried again and went thru something that year we made it all the way to xmas and after we had exchanged gifts she waited until the beginning of this year and left me I after she got back stable I've been crying and crying even tattooed her name on my heart to show her I was really in love with her a at this point I'm hurt list and wanna be with her still but she's telling me she's seeing someone else and in what do I do