I'm sorry to hear about your T moving away. I hear you. My previous Ts were 40 minutes drive from home. I'm living in a countryside with no T available nearby. Then i'd decided to stop on my theraphy, a month ago. I quit my meds, as well. 80 minutes round drive is too much hassle for me. Right now i'm focusing on healing myself using my own ways. Hopefully it'll work. And I hope things will get better and work for you too. You'll find your matching T.

Sometimes just getting through each day requires almost superhuman strength ~ Excerpt from After You by Jojo Moyes