I slept until about noon today. I actually decided to open the drapes in my room and finally let in some light for the first time in weeks. I guess that helped because then I got the urge to clean. The front half of the house (living room, dining room, and kitchen) has been scrubbed. Then I was still hyper and wanting to get out of the house despite all that work. I tried contacting my sister a few times since I was going to be near her place, but no response. For some reason this really pissed me off and I was mad and irritated. I've been up and down today. I don't even know what to think what my mood is now. Is it possible depression has finally lifted? I hope so, but we'll see how tomorrow goes..
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