Moses no. But specially chosen with grand insights - yes. I have contacted the Dalai Lama (well- where you leave him messages) to tell him how to slightly change the way his priests chant, to change the world. The President, to tell him that we cut down 1 tree to many, and the oxygen was changing, and we needed to stop cutting trees down right then. Congress (I can get crazy with politics). I have told people if they should marry someone or not, if they are supposed to have a baby or not. I think I know everything when I am grandiose. I can become belligerent.
When not, I am fully taken with insecurity, unassuradness, and worthlessness and acceptance of same. I believe I would be perfect for being in an abusive relationship and can't love my husband enough or do enough.
Then I feel that magic touch of specialness because God is talking to me through a bird, tree, cloud, insect and I am full again of the special awareness I have that I am one of the greatest spirits on this planet.
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