Hi What- I only hear things in dreams.
It does seem to me from what you've said that you've got a lot more going on than the voices.
I'm glad you see someone next week. Fear creates more fear so it needs to be nipped in the bud.
Can you drive? I go over to the beauty college and have my bangs trimmed. Then to savers to look for a silk scarf or a nice dress that's not polyester.

Are you with someone? Can a friend go with you?