My brother is back from his long excursion (he went to a tourist city to do some seasonal jobs) and his sole presence depresses me. He is a bully and I am not sure why. Probably there is a combination of drug use and mental health conditions. I really hope we will be able to sell the house we live in and split by the end of the year. I cried the first 3 days after he came back to live upstairs, as usual. And I got kidney infection. Now, I am a bit better. I am doing some meaningful volunteer work and I think this is helping me to cope