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Originally Posted by Singer47
I feel that I know myself very well and how to cope with triggers, but for the time being I feel that it has become too much for me and I'm frightened ...
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Yes you are right the depressions are more unpredictable now. My whole life I could tell you which month and for how long it would last. Like every spring the first week it gets hot I guarantee I will get a real bad one that lasts a month or so. Last May was exactly that. I almost checked myself inpatient.
I know myself well too but I am also scared. Scared of the unknown.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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