I thought I found something whole this time
...something to hold onto....but let it go.

I thought this was real, but it was just
another deception-an unrealistic hope
of recovery at it finest.

There is no escape from this path
already traveled,
the exits are blocked, they are now caved in

I recongnize only the dead end now
the air slowly deminishing
will finally cease this mind

But in the end its all the same
always dark and empty
this life, I have to claim it as once mine.....

I can let go now, of this time and place
I will let go of the dreams I prayed to come
this is my life, and I no choice to claim it as mine.

Justy just plain simply sad. Sorry.