I just want to say that none of you are dumb. But I understand how you feel. I cut for a long time. It becomes a literal addiction that is very hard to quit. There are still times when I want to cut, but I know that cutting isn't going to solve the problem. I also know that if I said that to myself a couple of years ago I would have laughed in my face. Cutting is not a sign of weakness, nor is it something to hide. It's a sign that something is going on that needs to be dealt with. This can mean talking with your pdoc or therapist or someone else that you can trust. Having a safety net is a major step in stopping cutting. orion and halliebeth and nicole, you guys take care of yourselves, okay?
*lots of hugs*