At the moment I am more amused than heartbroken, even though this might be the beginning of the end.
It is confusing to see both sides. On the one hand, he can be caring and loving and I know he loves me and would never cheat or anything like that. But then there's all this sense of entitlement and his bad mood and grumpiness, and the two sides don't really fit together. I never see the change coming. I find it pretty fascinating, but not in a good way.
Maybe I am over this and just needed to vent a little bit. I have so much fun without him
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