I feel like im fighting a loosing battle and not even sure why im fighting so hard when in the end im going to be completely alone anyway.

Wish i could rewind time. Would never of told a soul! So now im family-less, friend-less, everything-less. Its the defintion of emptiness.

Why try? Why fight so damn hard?

Thank you for your kind reply! I hate that you feel the same but it helps to know im not alone.