You're not having a pity party. It's perfectly valid to feel like that and I often do. I have some great friends but they all have their own lives going on so I can't spend every day with them.

I'm not sure I could cope in a relationship at the moment because I feel very untrusting of people based on previous experiences. Online dating is not for me and I'm not the type of person who has ever had or will have a one night stand.

I'm a heavy girl but unfortunately no one can see past that. I don't get taken seriously, most men don't seem to know I exist even though I'm generally the tallest in the room. In my town there are people with no teeth, no hair and even more undesirable traits yet they all have a partner! I can't let it get to me but the odd day it does. I'm a firm believer that if it's meant to be then it will. Just not sure when!

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