I have a few times tried to share with bf what's going on in my mind, and explain some stuff about the creation of the universe, parallel universes, how i'm pretty sure i've jumped between parallel universes, and how other me's have died in other parallel universes and i feel it in this existence.

Pretty blank stare, but he was nice about it. It was just totally unsatisfying though because he had no idea what to say, could not relate.

But still maybe delusion maybe not. What if my "delusions" cannot be disproved.