i'm confused,

i drove past a church yesterday and i feel like it was a sign, i would be the next great religious monarch


i'm compelled to save people and i will rule over them asd their leader


but when i ask people if it sounds feasible no one will tell me

i dont think its a delusion, but when i'm not sure i'm supposed to reality check but people simply ignore it because its religious and wont tell me if its a delusion or not


i'm trying to understand but it just maeks me feel like they are trying to trick me into a false sense of security only to pull the rug out from under me, maybe they know i am a monarch and they are going to plan mutiny against me early or try to stop my rule from happening


i mean... does this sound normal?