I am sorry you had that bad experience, I have had a few bad therapists myself in the past that would just watch the clock and wait for the session to end, They were not interested in me as a person, They were only interested in there pay check as far as I am concerned, I am still looking for a decent therapist and I think you are going to have to look around until you find one that actually cares and listens to you, They are out there, You just have to do the looking and I know it is a pain, But when you find the right one it will be worth it