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Basically, if I become mildly depressed due to a lack of meaningful activity/ies I limit my options, into mania. If I find a meaningful activity first, I might go straight into mania (this requires some disinhibition due to pre-mania, already).
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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