I know that this struggle brings it ups and downs, but I am slipping down so quickly. I just want to sleep.
As I shared previously, my cousin died last week of lung cancer and none of my other family thought to call me until the fight was nearly done. Her funeral was this weekend but I was unable to attend. I feel so hurt and alone. I didn't get to say goodbye.
and I hurt.....
I am sleeping more, wanting to drink to escape the hurt for a while.
My best friend at work has been suspended/fired and that just brings more hurt and lonliness. I don't know how to cope with the pain. Please help me. I need answers.