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ladyrevan21 · Feb 29, 2016, 08:35 AM

I guess I figure I'd have this nightmare considering how nervous I am about neurofeedback (though I am still doing it because honestly, I want to at least alleviate a lot of the symptoms that have plagued me my whole life. Anxiety, OCD, etc. If I get some memories back, that might be a bonus), but it was still a pretty unsettling one. One part I remember vividly is

Possible trigger:

accusing my mother of molesting me (honestly, IRL it's just a...fear of mine) and telling her to stay far, far away from my kids (for the record, I don't have kids), all while she was saying there was nothing I could do to stop her. I think I also had an instance of trying to hold her off with stuffed animals.

There were other instances in there, more pleasant instances of stuff like me playing the second Knights of the Old Republic game, but I think this brief snippet of that nightmare scared me the most.