An 8, flaked out of lectures on my first day back and realised I can't finish my medical degree. I really hate it. I hate myself, for not being able to finish. What do I even have to live for, my parents resent me and I am a burden, I have no friends and I'm so tired of my meds not working. Sorry to ramble on the same point, I hope I don't bring everyone down. My life is such a mess.