I do realize that most assume that this issue is self generated. That the things that happen to others while being around one of us is seen as "our" choice. I'm glad you brought this point up as it is something that is so important for the nons to understand. Sure all people have some levels of good and bad but we are different in the sense of what we know and what we do. Unlike someone who is aware, our actions are from somewhere familiar and not planned(not all the time). Not staying that this is right, just showing that what we do can also be what we see unlike the norm which is to think and react or speak. Things come out easier in tense ways that are politically incorrect. Sense of right and wrongs aren't thought of in the same sense which is what also makes us seem so cold. I've also seen the side of the so called nons who are so quick to place blame, call names and attempt to hurt people like me because of who we are. What does this say about these types? To try and help and only be treated as a "criminal" based on other events that have nothing to do with me? I continue to try and gain something that seems so out of touch. To one day reflection my own-self and see me for who I am. To live in a way of acceptance of self and not one created for acceptance of self. This is spoken in a fashion that some will get and others will perceive as something else. Not trying to breakdown each part as I do appreciate the fact that there are some "available" here that fully understand my words without asking a million questions or even better getting it all wrong. Anyhow thank you guys for what you write. At times people here really help me more than I can actually express.