Moonkin, i can't remember....are you in therapy now? you don't have to do this "alone". you need support for your growth as a person. i understand how you feel about your parents. i never, ever told my parents anything. i kept it all inside.

it harmed me by keeping my feelings stuffed inside me. i do hope that you are receiving enough support here and with a T, so that you can continue to develop. i've seen much growth in you since you first came here. xoxo pat