Okay, because of the fact that i was sexually assaulted just yesterday (August 31, 2007) , my mother and I were talking about how my 'first time' would be....

me: mom, look...ever since this happened, I'm smarter now... I'm going to make sure that my boyfriend actually loves me and a guy who won't be using me for sex, and you know, the whole sha-bang.

her: NO! you're going to wait for marriage, because girls who have sex before marriage are booty call sluts.

me: okay, you know what? I'm am personally against that, because of the fact that who knows if you could get divorced like 3 days later?... and besides, %#@&#! Utah... i'm just going to do what i;m going to do, mom. I'm not a damn idiot. I know what to do.


what should i do? i love my mom, but i really cherish my beliefs.