happy monday

Woke up late, feel semi-depressed. Worried about dental work and car issues both of which are bad things to have on a fixed income...considering becoming semi-"functional" as in getting some kind of stupid job that can at least help cover payments. However I am barely able to cope with other people in any way. These things should motivate me though I am nervous as hell about even trying.

At least I'm losing weight by eating one healthy pile of greens for lunch and heavier food for dinner. At least I'm about 50lbs above my ideal weight instead of 60+ lol