I get your fears. I am married, but we have no kids and so many friends have drifted away because of that. Now I'm older, many people my age have grown up kids so they have more time to be friends with childless people.

I know many people who wish they never got married, and some who now realise they're better off single.

Idon't think this will help much, they're just thoughts.

I really feel for you, you sound so lonely.

There's little I can do, but I am trying to send as many caring thoughts your way as I can.