I've posted here before but, I have been doing a lot of reading on a lot of my symptoms. And im truly more worried than ever now which doesn't help me because I'm worried all the time. I never knew what palilalia and coprolalia were until recently. I seem to have a lot of these symptoms and didn't even know it. I was diagnosed with OCD when I was 12 years old and while some things got better, a lot of other things got much worse. I suffer from anxiety and depression caused by OCD. I love working out its my life I've made a career out of it. But I am so unorganized in my life. I don't like going in public and it's always a hassle to go. I can't seem to stick to a routine. Im always anxious and tense. I am always worried about money and am scared to spend it. It's causing a problem with my girl and I. I refuse to take SSRI or SNRI because I would be more depressed without a sex drive than I am now. Getting to the gym is tiring and I can never put 100%, but always manage to squeeze out 80%. I have the energy level of a 40 year old because my mind drains the ***** of me. Biting my nails, clenching teeth, cracking knuckles all day. I smoke weed to eat. I literally cannot eat at all without marijuana. I don't drink or smoke cigarettes, I try to eat healthy. But I have a problem going to the store to buy food, but I'll go out in public and eat at a restaurant (wtf?). I am spending a lot of money doing this and yet I am so worried about spending money. It's like a trap that's so difficult and is holding my goals back. Is there anything natural I can try that would ease my ocd before I consider taking medications? There is more, feel free to ask, I just don't wanna take up an entire page lol!

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