Thanks my grand. I'm aware of all this and I've questioned it many of times. I had a lawyer before and was awarded for a "closed period" of disability and yes it's a hassle. I think my last job was me "trying" to work it out and well look how that ended. I'm at the end of my rope and I don't think I can go through another firing squad of fellow workers treating me like garbage after they witnessed my little attacks. I knew right away I was walking on eggshells and people where looking for a reason to can me... Which just followed to more attacks. It's a cycle for me and I just don't think I can ride it again.

Edit to add this.. I'm having a panic attack right now (no thanks to my stimulants. But I don't take them every day). I've been going through sleepless nights and panic attacks since I lost my job. And it's either with tHoughts of getting fired or losing my house. I spent one of the day's throwing up because I was physically so exhausted. When I do sleep I have reaccuring (sp) dreams about me getting fired... Over... And over. What a let down I am to everyone. This time was a record... I lasted 2 months there. Only 2 months. I literally have PTSD from getting fired?! I need to go back to therapy. It's overdue.

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