Maybe it's more than the physical nature of the act?
Is there something unresolved from childhood? Sure there's a chemical release in your brain that occurs. At the same time, there's something amiss in either self perception/perception of how the conversation about boredom left you feeling/ perception of not having a sense of connection to him with a rather rebellious act towards him that's probably not even about him. And if feeling numb, back to unresolved sense of self from childhood?
Of course I could be wrong. Rhethorically, I'll ask, why are relationships defined as good by those straying? Naturally I don't mean to place you on the spot, just have seen this pattern occurring more prevelantly.
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