Lanadell, lol!

violet, it's taken me so long and so much s**t to have any self-awareness. I'd write out my history, but it would take forever and shock and bore people to death. I do believe self-awareness comes through experience, even horrible experience. It's taken me over 20 years to be able to look back on my life and understand. It's taken me a lifetime to respect myself enough to believe that my being alive is a good thing.