Hi Ayrie,
I wanted to let you know that I read your post and also to welcome you to PC.
I am SO sorry your parents can't get it together for you! Your situation sounds absolutely horrible. I can tell you that they most probably do love you--just have such strong addictions they can't show it! Addiction is a very selfish and self-absorbed illness.
Your post really touched me. I wish I could reach through the computer and give you a huge hug!!
Hang in there, honey.
Okie