Thanks finestitcher, chalm, Etheria, Pickle & Tucker for your support. I really appreciate it b/c I am so weak @ this pt in time.

I did get out of bed Thurs, Fri & yest. Late, late Thurs night I cabbed it to the hospital ER. I was in there for hours & almost left, but I finally saw the crisis nurse & dr. They upped my anti-dep. For me, I know that that's not the total solution, but my anti-dep seems to help me help myself, which leads to improvement.

I will try to post more about what's been happening in my life to cause another depressive episode.

God, it's so hard to get up. It takes all of my will & strength. I just want to hibernate away from all of my problems & everyone.

Thanks again for your kind support, everyone.

Des