I always feel not good enough mainly on my looks only. I'm very hard on perfection. I really don't know what to do. I don't know how it feels when someone actually likes me, I find it easier to feel more complied they're ****ing with me. Btw I'm very certain she didnt like me, I was just with her today at her place. It wasn't fun more quiet and anxious. She was too focused on something else and she more pushed me away. I was instantly turned off and done I don't care what she offers.